Friday, July 29, 2011

Now Even Breathing Feels Alright

My boysMy GIANT 2 month old. He looks 16.Sam measuring Henri.

Are you guys still there? I can't believe I haven't been on here in over a month. I guess the only way to explain the sudden absence is to tell you what's been going on. About a month ago, I was diagnosed with severe post partum depression. I won't get into the details of everything now, but let me just say I've never experienced anything so terrifying in my life. I'm currently undergoing treatment, and things are getting better one day at a time. They're MUCH better than they were four weeks ago, and hopefully things will continue that way. This blog has definitely taken a backseat to everything. It's hard to rattle on about cute shoes and cupcakes when you feel like you're fighting for your life.

So, that's what's going on. Hopefully, one day I can write more in depth about everything. And I'm going to try and get this thing back up and running on a regualr basis. It's good for my soul. So here's to hope,faith,prayer,love,..and pills.

love,
rachel


P.S.) On the plus side, I've lost all my baby weight and then some. So, silver lining, you know?

2 comments:

  1. Love you girl. Call me anytime.

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  2. Love you friend. Praying for a quick and easy trip back to feeling normal. And when the road isn't so smooth, I'm praying for patience with yourself and perseverance. <3

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